Hi guys,
It's now 12:35. My eyes are heavy, my back is sore, my mind is dull, and my heart is underwater. To be more clear, I feel like a complete failure.
I know that life goes on, this isn't the end of things, but how did I get to this point? Poor grades, no sleep, over-worked, over-stressed. I can't help but feel I'm doing it all wrong.
It reminds me of a song from the musical Rent, "Halloween". In the scene, the character, Mark, is thinking about his entire year and wondering how he got to such a bitter place. What sequence of events brought him here? What sequence of events brought me here. Is there a reason? I-- well, don't know.
"Why did Mimi knock on Roger's door? And Collins choose that phonebooth back where Angel set up his drums? Why did Morene's equipment break down? Why am I the witness? And when I capture it on film, will it mean that it's the end and I'm alone...?"
will it mean thats it's the end and i'm alone? I love this song!!!! it is kinda just how life goes. Which is sad but that is ok i like this post!
ReplyDeleteI'm not going to lie.
ReplyDeletethe beginning of this gave me chills.
I can relate to how you feel.
Sometimes you feel hopeless.
Bravo on your work.
Thanks uffy, though I have to confess this wasn't for creative writing purposes, It was more of just an outlet for what I was feeling.
ReplyDeleteIt's just been a hard couple of weeks, I'm looking for the light at the end of the tunnel-- I know it's there. Just got to find it.